argh! sianzzz at 9:17 PM

waolao damn sianz lorh =-=" cannot
use computer for this few weeks
i mean this few months cos my uncle
go and lock the computer lorh
sian zzzz waolao Cos of my stupid brother
PSLE haizzz just hope tat he will past
the PSLE with flying colour i hope [:

yesterday alot of things happen
cos i told my mother tat i wanted
to open a blog shop than she rejected
me and moreover she told my father abt
it than my father go drink, drink until
half dead come to my room and beat me up
im wondering why is my life so miserable
T.T also i cry you know until my eye like
pop-out like this T.T im postin right now
is becos im at my cuzzie house T.T
so sorry that im not gonna be posting
for this few months sorry T.T
also im curious why is my family's relative
is not like others family relative T.T
i have a secret which is in my heart for
few years already i have been crying
becos of this
i felt like dying
becos of this
i felt like sliting
becos of this
i hate them
becos of this
i grow bad
becos of this
i have no feeling
becos of this
i don feel like going home
becos of this
i felt im transparent
becos of this
now im gonna tell everyone about my family
this secret ... till now i only trust
someone which is a girl named
CHERMAINE which is the one i trust the most
... :l she the only one who know this secret
but now im gonna tell everyone !
i hate my life
i hate my uncles
i hate my aunties
i hate EVERYONE
becos whenever i go out with them
they always talk to daniel and weilong
they laugh while talking to them
they share their feelings together
but for me i talk to them they
just only replied with a few words
and continue back to weilong and daniel
they just think im transparent
weilong and daniel will only talk to me
when they will gain something or they
have motive for me T.T i hate them
the same goes for my mother
sometime i just wanted to talk to her and than
she was just like don talk to me im angry
than i will just walk away lorh T.T i just wondering
why is my parent different from other
why is my uncle and auntie different from others
why is my sibiling from others
WHY WHY WHY
people say i have grown bad
is not i grown bad is i just wanted to show them that
im not transparent when im with them
in MRT they don talk to me only
weilong and daniel my father scold me and weilong
but daniel is the wrost among us
my mother bought alots of fruit two days ago
than she called me to help her take
i walk half way to help her talk already
than my brother said why must u call him to
help you than i angry lorh ! i go back to
polish my shoes than my brother dunno
wat kind of stupid asshole is he
he come near to me and kick his shoe on me
than i throw back a dirty black stuff on him
but miss larh cos i dun wan to dirty his face
than my mother scold me and didn scold him
that is a how my mother punish people larh
scold the smaller one and thinks that the
older one is correct !
sian zzzz WHY waolao wat kind of mother is
that pls i hope that my parent will change
THE SECRET IS OUT


argh! sianzzz at 9:17 PM